Preaching religion is annoying, I do not like it. I completely respect anyone's decision to actively partake in religion, but I personally do not commend those who preach to apparent people who do not support a particular religion. I am not a person who will prosecute those for their decisions and ideals, therefore I do not expect that back. Regardless of those ideals retained upon me, I personally do not believe I have any right to criticize someone else for opposing perceptions. Although I support this as a belief, many do not follow. I am not going to hell because I partake in certain activities. This does not make me a bad person, nor do I believe it makes anyone a bad person. People are people-leave them be.

Many are under the supreme impression that I do not believe in a higher power; wrong. I do not believe in organized religion. Why must we carry a bible and donate to a church that is not adequately spreading the word of God??? This is unbelievable to me and I feel that certain symbols do not determine one's religious aspirations. Maybe I am just ranting, I do not know, but I truly do not respect being condemned for my religious preference. I DO commend those who spread the word of God in a non-threatening, relaxed manner; THUMBS UP!

I Think it's Time for a Change...

I believe I need a new hobby, possibly a new approach toward life. My inability to successfully accomplish various intentions in society has left me somewhat unmotivated. Once inspired and almost egotistical, I was able to conquer most obstacles put in front of me. I believe this was the period in which I felt the best about who I was. Currently, I am almost trying to redefine who I am. I would enjoy some reinforcement, or possibly some encouragement from some friends or people I care strongly about. Although I believe I need some improvement on my approach toward life, I respect who I am because I cannot be changed completely.

A lot has changed in the last year or so. I am currently employed, participating in more responsible actions in society. My knowledge of more intricate ideas has expanded as well. I would definitely agree with the process of growing up. I have lost many philosophies or ideals in this, yet I am completely content with what was given up. I believe I needed some more individuality, rather than being told how I should personally direct my life. Unfortunately, pessimism surrounds me and I can not really escape this. I would like to gain a lot of my confidence back, but I believe that will be a working progress. Then again, it is quite difficult to improve this due to the amount of negativity directed at me and from me. I believe I have some rethinking to do, which will hopefully allow me to explore life in a more positive manner. After looking upon the recent period in my life, I have noticed various sides to me in which I did not know existed, or possibly had lost. Never really cautious in my actions, I have now realized how that can negatively affect many. After much recogniton, I feel that one day this can be pretty much eliminated. For now though, I will try to focus on myself, and find what actually makes me happy and makes me feel valued. Possibly some people I had once cared about deeply will be pushed away, but I feel that is almost completely necessary. I think it's time for a change...

Mr. Jesse Lacey

The band Brand New would probably have to be my biggest inspiration. I find Jesse Lacey's lyrical choices and themes quite entertaining and brilliant. Although the band has gone through much alteration since their initial debut, my connection with the music is undoubtedly sustaining throughout the modified music industry. I respect him deeply, in fact my fish is named after him. Because of this respect, I cannot be disappointed with any musical action or decision that is made on the basis of Brand New.

One of Brand New's biggest single "Sic Transit Gloria (Glory Fades)"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKDc2lkt_mE

Cheecago

In the near future, my friend Daniel and I will be making quite the trip to Chicago. Although I have somewhat originated in this area, I still am curious of the atmosphere and entertainment factor in which Chicago retains. Throughout my residence in this area, expansion and collaboration were common aspects observed daily. Now, visiting routinely, I cannot seem to recognize former familiar sites- sites which once determined my recognition of this area. Putting this aside, I am quite exstatic on the nearing trip. We will be attending a pleasant concert by none other than Bright Eyes.

I am quite the fan of Bright Eyes; before Oberst resigns the Bright Eyes title, I would love to see the inspirational band. Besides the concert, I believe Daniel and I will be exploring the mesmerizing city of Chicago, seeing aspects that we have never recognized before. Possibly we will become radical hipsters who enjoy walking around the city for a joyous time; even though our stay will be limited to a reasonably small amount of time. I also feel a trip to the suburbs will be needed in order to receive the full experience. Although Chicago is great, I believe that the suburbs have a lot to offer as well. My excitement toward the trip is only increasing, mainly due to the undeniable lack of entertainment that Springfield attributes. It's gonna be a pretty sweet time!

A Lil' Something Something to Start Me Off

As I lay here on this unnecessarily cold night, watching television of course, I cannot help but feel somewhat better about who I am and my placement in this society. I have the ability to freely pursue my ideals and intentions, without being stifled by a particularly condemning law. My true inspiration resides in creativity and overall originality. Television programs may seem lackluster upon first glance, but within deep inspection, I find much originality and psychological connection. I am not a fruitless human being upon which society seems to rest its' overbearing hands on. You are not a paperweight in which one day you will hope to break. I believe everyone is intended to serve a definitive purpose in life. Often in our social ideology, we tend to believe that many serve no true purpose, but I assure you we do. So thank you VH1, for providing me with less than adequate television programming. This channel only further displays how some of the most lost people can return to health and stability in today's society.